Anonymous ID: 2cb8a0 April 25, 2022, 7:31 p.m. No.16154102   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>4132

>>16154065

We shall see, all in good time, God's time. I believe we are the pieces on the board of this great game and as frustrating as that may be and feel in the moment, realize the greater good. Once we each realize our independence of these ideals that have been ingrained in our very core, the DNA trauma: when we are truly free of others thinking for us, the possibilities are endless.

Anonymous ID: 2cb8a0 April 25, 2022, 7:34 p.m. No.16154121   🗄️.is đź”—kun

>>16154118

Twinkle, twinkle, little star

How I wonder what you are

Up above the world so high

Like a diamond in the sky

Twinkle, twinkle little star

How I wonder what you are

 

When the blazing sun is gone

When he nothing shines upon

Then you show your little light

Twinkle, twinkle, all the night

Twinkle, twinkle, little star

How I wonder what you are

Anonymous ID: 2cb8a0 April 25, 2022, 7:41 p.m. No.16154161   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>4175 >>4193 >>4219

>>16154132

My spouse anon still feeds off my energy; is too desensitized and in denial of the true atrocities being perpetrated upon us…unless I say so. THAT is frustrating. I do not want to be the onw who holds all the answers; I want to be a partner in these discoveries and as soo as I mention that, my anon turns on the T.V.

Anonymous ID: 2cb8a0 April 25, 2022, 7:54 p.m. No.16154231   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>4252

>>16154193

My guidence is part of the problem, actually. I am a survivor…well, really a rememberer of childhood atrocities. He came from a pretty normal level of abuse - if there is such a thing. He doesn't understand, nor could fathom having your fingernails pulled out and so chooses to dismiss it? If that's why he does it, I haven't determined for sure but when we get any depth of my abuse, he completely shuts down.

Anonymous ID: 2cb8a0 April 25, 2022, 8:03 p.m. No.16154274   🗄️.is đź”—kun   >>4305

>>16154252

Don't be sorry, you didn't do it…did you?

He has a very hard time hearing the truth of my abuse, as do pretty much every one I have tried to reach out to as it seems to bizarre I guess.

One of my abusers told me to write a book, emphatically, thinking that I am too traumatized to actually do it. "She'll never remember" are words I heard so often….too bad for them, I remember a whole shit load.