Is she in Witness Protection or something?
Did "they" put in your head that she was actually alive(if you thought she was dead)?
I'm trying to keep track of what they are doing/did to the people that are regulars here over the years
That was one of the things I experienced. They tried to put in my head that someone dear to me who died a long time ago was actually not dead. It's hard to explain. It's not that they directly said, "__ is actually not dead! You'll see soon!" It was more implied? a feeling?
People who experienced this will know what I mean