This whole world is a mistake and existence is inherently worthless and meaningless. In other words, it's a bullshit, unfulfilling existence, especially since the simulation keeps toying with me and not giving me what I want, need, and deserve, even though I'm doing everything I need to do to protect myself, despite the fact that all the NPCs and environments are harmful to my existence.
Like, for instance: why do the NPCs keep searching for Madeleine McCann when it's clear she's alive in California. I know everything is scripted, but is there really no way to just fast-forward through all of the worthless, scripted bullshit that all of the NPCs are focusing on (all of the pseudoscientific quackery such as DNA testing, forensics, sniffing dogs, lie detector tests, etc)?
Like, now they have a handwriting specialist NPC to tell how the suspect NPC is "hiding something." What a nightmare this whole world is.
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10766775/Madeleine-McCann-Suspect-Christian-Brueckner-hiding-says-handwriting-expert.html