have given up on the rallies. don't even watch. come to the board more out of habit than hope. everybody does. family, friends,. lost muh job.cant talk to anyone cause I seem nuts. totally discouraged. slow painful kill. haven't even had to put an axe in grandma's face yet. utterly demoralizing. dunno. there are endless 2 moar week intervals. it's all so tiresome. neither black nor white hats have balls to just start the killing. just need like 17- 171 million deaths to wake normies the fuck up. even if they ded.
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