It is hard and I am very sorry for you! I Lost my mother and my sister during this mission! So I am the last one of my family! But they are not dead! They are fighting with us in a dimension, we can not see nor understand, yet! Your mom is now there, too! On your side with guidance, in a new and more powerful way! Mourn, Anon but keep your head high!
And, in the meantime, rest calm and serene — you are safe and protected by the Infinite Power of the Father-Mother Mind.
"Within the Father-Mother Mind, mortal children are at home."