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>Read Job.
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The beauty of it, is, you have more than you know.
In the 6th and 7th verses of the first chapter of the book of Job in the infallible word of God, we learn the God is not omniscient or omnipresent.
Genesis 6-9 explains why God needed to flood the earth, so that means God is not omnibenevolent. See also Jesus on the cross, and Revelation for more proof on that.
The last one is interesting. God could put an end to it all, right now. God doesn't. God could rewind the clock and get rid of that old Satan; the deceiver and accuser, before any of this would've happened. But he won't. Why is that? There is only one answer, and it's a theological one not even answered in the books themselves.
God wants his creation (the one he almost completely wiped out) to worship Him out of choice. That choice would mean Love instead of Fear. It's not that God couldn't fix it all. It's that he won't because he is bound by a principle that he created. He locked himself into an ideological paradox. That paradox prevents God from "snapping his finger" and fixing the problem. That paradox proves that God is not omnipotent. In order to get to the answer of the ultimate problem that Epicurus couldn't figure out, it requires humanity acting on love.
So now that every conventional account of the God of Christianity (except the Love part) has been decimated, what do? Well, the answer is actually in the very last "disproof". No matter what the question is, the answer, in the end, really is love. That's what this world needs a lot more of. Love. From an ideological perspective, love really does conquer all. People survived 1000s of years of conflict, natural disasters, and oppression from neofeudalistic Satanists with one undying aspect of the human psyche; love. Without love, there's darkness because love is light.
The only way to come to know this is with Truth. The only way we can come to know Truth is if we keep speech free. The only way to keep speech free is to work towards keeping the Republic, and returning to conservative values that make society thrive and grow; which happen to be founded in some conventional beliefs about God. Some would even go so far as to say those values are inspired by a truer understanding of the nature of God, and it's precisely how we can have a direct relationship with God. Not by authoritarian mediation; but direct relationship with God; which is why the founders had the wisdom to put freedom of religion on the Bill of Rights because no one should be able to force you to worship a certain way with the coercion of gov't - which is exactly what these people did with Roe v Wade.
God is real. God is here. We are unlearning and learning more about God each day. Try not to get hung up on the details of someone else's account (Job). Drawing inspiration is fine, but your direct relationship with God is your walk, your journey, and your unfinished story. Seek truth and love in all you do, each day, and God will be revealed to you in a way you can understand and Trust. When you get to that point, you'll be trusting yourself more each day. That's a good place to be.