You mean you believe that you are empowered by a supernatural force to control the behavior of 7 Billion people to achieve the population goals that your supernatural guide told you was the ideal of humanity?
See, that's YOU playing God, en masse, which is exactly what YOU are accusing your ENEMY of doing.
Must have population growth at all costs
Must have population reduction at all costs
Two sides of the same coin, which doesn't give a single shit about the INDIVIDUAL who has to live in the dystopia YOU want to create.