God I am lonely. So much i need to get off my chest but no one would believe me. Not the wife or family. Not any friends,
man it would be really nice to have someone who would listen and understand. the world is falling apart along with my sanity, sadly I know my mood affects the world's attitude, if I just can reach happiness all would be solved…and the world would fix itself.
Happiness and love is what I run on, it is my fuel. My tank is empty. I'd love a fillup. Please, whoever you are reading this, please pray for love to fill the void inside my heart so I can do my job. Years of being beaten down has taken its toll on me emotionally. Right now my soul should be farting rainbows and the world should be uniting against evil. My soul needs a love enema. Too many years it has been mistreated and abused.
Please pray for my situation to reach the level of happiness I need to survive. Selfish? yes, but for a damned good reason, my love for happiness is that reason.
Please make me laugh, it has been too many years without laughter. This is the group that can do it too.
Advice, what should I do? em you know what I am referring to. you asked me that night, I've changed my mind. Didn't have the info I have now.
I need to talk to someone who knows. Lonely af.