>crazy + patriot
um,
have ya been to night shift?
because it is human nature to be nostalgic for something that wasn't actually exactly how it gets remembered yet becomes glorified as something solid in our minds….
and then hold on to that with a vengeance…
until, that is, one "wakes up" to the multi-habbeing level of true reality and perspective
which is what, imo, @q kinda means by "not the Q you want"