At 13 years I realized this huge ugly void in my mother's soul. Looking right at me she said had the pill or abortion been available in 1959 my baby sister and I never would have been born.
I was loading my half-baby brother up with his snoopy fishing pole…the fucking frog stuck in my throat so hard. We fished and chased water bugs!
Fuck her.
Let the dead bury the dead? She passed back in 2018. Nobody told me but I knew she was gone. She had so much hate for me and my baby sister.
Sorry to hear this. My little half brother was a preemie and his identical didn't survive.. I know it haunted him and mom causing the estrangement didn't help.
She was bitter and used people up.
That's what I'm talking about! He was such a great little guy!
Oh that is hard, Anon! You're a beautiful child to be so strong for her!
Sincere prayers to both of you and all Anons that struggle on days like this.
My stepmother was special to me. She died a couple days before 9/11 and I couldn't make the flight due to 9/11. Swear, she sent me a stray dog to say her goodbyes!
When my daddy passed I was blessed with an incredible sunrise and that is how I said goodbye to him.