My whole family got the injection although I warned them not to. I don’t really talk to them. They think I’m crazy. I Grew up in a very toxic and abusive environment and I cut them all off. (To that one faggot about to say it’s my family, I don’t suffer from Stockholm syndrome. Their feelings don’t matter more than mine. I matter to me and I’m all I got.) Now.. I’m a woman. No tits cuz I’m flat n y’all make fun of little ones, but more importantly, that’s just not how I roll. As I mentioned, I value myself. I have ptsd n was falling thru the cracks so I ended up living in absolute poverty surrounded by felons. I’m out in the country n around here, people, such as my landlady, shoot dogs. I‘ve networked with no kill shelters for over a decade rescuing strays and for me, it’s not cool to shoot dogs. But they all want me gone from here I guess because I make them realize they’re fucked up or something.. idk. I’m sorry for so much text.

Here’s why I wrote all that.. not for y’all to feel sorry for me or anything, I’m strong af. I can handle that. Here’s where I’m struggling though… I feel small and like they’re bigger than me, so I feel bullied in a way because I have no family or money or support n I think they think I’m weak. Or don’t respect me cuz I’m a loner or something. Ok.. here’s my problem.. I feel relief when I know they got vaccinated and I feel relief thinking they most likely have aids n also will prolly die soon. Fuuuuuuuuuck. So I struggle with that cuz I feel like a bad person but same time, I feel like I’m a Child of God and God is handling my enemies. (But my whole family got it too.)

I’m struggling with the fact that I feel like God handled my enemies but I feel like there’s something wrong with me because when they treat me like shit, I feel relief that they’re vaxxed n fucked. I guess I feel guilt when I watch these pos treat me or animals like shit, but I know something they don’t re their health status. God loving, smart Anons, how do I process this part? Im supposed to forgive them or something? Neighbor stabbed his gf. Other bitch has a felony for shooting a chihuahua n they shoot their dogs n hens with bbs. Landlady shoots dogs. One got hit by a car, person kept driving like nothing. I took it to the vet. It created a whole big problem somehow n landlady said if a dog gets hit, u just shoot it. I’m just not made for this world but I feel like I was born for these times. Sorry so much text. I’m honestly struggling with this psywar part. Thank u.

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