>>16287821
>comings and goings
I thought about if you were maybe perceiving it that way, not only on QR (which would obviously be the case) but also in real life.
for me it´s hard to say as I am always where I am, but I guess the whole "Jesus suddently being inside of the room" could be true timeline wise. but hey, you don´t talk to me, so I just dunno.
but well possible for sure, have seen timelines change infront of my eyes.
would be kind of nice to actually get that feedback.
and won´t hurt if you pray, that is a real thing and it is powerful. but prolly praying for me is not going to make a difference.
and if you try to refer to me now being sick bc having eaten up all your sickness/deamons (the london olympics thing), nope, just minutes after you attacked me badly I am all loving and kind again, but sometimes think about that you still have not actually changed the world.
and trust me, some years ago I would have died and even killed myself for the world.
but the whole "Jesus did it, he is gone, you are free" thing is just not cinvincing to me as I sadly have learned that I cannot trust a single one of you, not even the best of you.
so I have great doubt that you will actually be free, even when I would kill myself, bc some of you could just go on seelling lies "jesus did not suck up enough deamons / did not suffer enough / wait for next Jesus in 2,000 years" or such bs.
also, universe itself (call it God if you like) is not killing me, but giving signs all day long, so there is that.
I guess God just cannot be killed, which makes kind of sense.
but truly, if I was sure that this would free you and if I could trust you, I would have killed myself already. (also, my life is not exactly fun and I am not hanging in there for my own benefit, but to free you all)