>IT NEVER FUCKING HAPPENS FOR ME!!!
It's not about you. None of this is about you. Your red text conveys ignorance and desperation, unfortunately. Try expressing humility and a genuine attempt to connect without the self-righteousness, accusations, and pathetic neediness. Anons will help when (or if) you get it right.
This world is confusing. You are doing the best you can which is the same as the rest of us. Continue articulating your needs. Hit the gas. There are those you can trust. Be discerning.
>DON'T LET ME WAIT TOO LONG FOR I WILL BE WASTED
We all feel that way. Many have been here (or its equivalent) for far too long and have had to learn to be patient. There is progress if you choose to see it. Hold on. Hold the line. Drop the red text, the demands, and take what comfort you can.