no, never ever had that feeling. As a kid i kept testing mirrors though. t see if I could get the real infinity effect by reflecting a mirror into a mirror. My spiritual friends say I am blocked, but also say I am very protected. I have lots of "spiritually weird" friends (my POV), they like to be near me because I am a "a quiet zone" for them. I do not understand this aspect of my friends. They say in the "spirit world" I am a blazing beacon of white light. They said I look like a shield. They say I am not powerful enough to destroy bad things, but I can block them and I can certainly clear spaces of them temporarily. They say I am surrounded by animal spirits- a deer, a horse, a squirrel, several cats and dogs…all mammals (no birds and no reptiles). As for me I am totally clueless and feel zippo, nada, nuthin'.
I have asked friends if I can break the spiritual blocking, but they say I am blocked and protected for a reason. The challenge me if I want to break the protection because chit on the other side can be nasty. So I keep the protection and blockage in place.
Now when Trump won, I went out at night in my back yard, all alone, and danced and laughed with sheer joy