I TRY TO TELL YOU HONESTLY I CANNOT REALLY COMMUNICATE IN THIS MANNER, AND YOU JUST GO AHEAD AND USE IT ALL AGAINST ME, AND CONTINUE TO IGNORE ME IN REAL LIFE BECAUSE THAT'S THE FIRST THING I ASKED YOU BECAUSE I BELIEVED IT TO BE THE ONLY WAY FORWARD AND SO MY ADVISE IS IGNORED AND I THINK YOU ARE ALL THE SICKEST PEOPLE IN MY LIFE