First of all, a blessed Sunday to everyone!
I just want to put something out, because it is overwhelming to me…
Everything I manifest is happening to me in a very good, but also strange way! And I am on my way to understand it!
I don´t know why me… Seems I am blessed, my entire life and everything I have done in the past was to find this board, almost at the beginning of this mission! Don´t know how… I was just there!
I want to share things with you, because if this all happens to me, you can do it to! And I honestly wish it to everyone!
You can balance your daily shit and change it to something unbelievably good! And it starts with the small things and your own realizing of those small things!
Be happy and just don´t fear!
I don´t want to sound pretentious, I really don´t understand the scope of what happens to me complete and why it does. But it works and I am doing it…
I was fighting an inner struggle for may years! It was never that bad, that I thought I could lose my mind or my reason! (Happy guy here!) But it was a struggle! And sometimes it still is! I know, I will grow with every "problem" solved!
I simply can not explain any of it, one has to experience it on his own!
The only thing, I can do is to share the way I chose and maybe it is something that could help you, if the situation, we are all in, seems too much for you to take and you are trying to explain yourself in this daily mess… in this world!
I was raised in a Christian household. Mother and Grandmother told me a lot about the word of Jesus! I was always half in, but the last ten years got me back, full in!
And here is now, what I have researched the last years, to find absolut peace within.
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Started with the Sumerians (a lot of time invested)
https://youtu.be/2FQS9VMswBI
then
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Emerald tablets Thoth (Study for years)
https://youtu.be/4Y6-BlkLGNk
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Kybalion (Study for years)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aL43l2SFVWQ
then
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Book of Enoch (read it, listened to it, several times)
https://youtu.be/qw8HhTnot0w
then, I was thinking about all of it, was putting all that stuff together in my mind, with my own thoughts, in my own way. and I was looking things up, to see, what other people were doing with the material, I (really!) studied! And found this guy
Mark Passio Natural Law
https://youtu.be/ChgCh2Gui5M
Great video, in my view, to explain it! And he gave me the thing called
The Trivium
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Knowledge
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Understanding
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Wisdom
Very useful
Then I went to different types of lectures (Manly P. Hall, Franz Bardon, and others) and this one was the next
The Curse of Canaan (Eustace Mullins)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxGt4N7SsBM
and as he says it too, I never thought possible, that the bible would be the book, with the greatest knowledge!
I read the bible, I studied some books in it, some I will never listen to, or read, again!
But I am reading the words of Jesus, almost on a daily basis!
I understand, why they need this big lie, called vatican, around his teachings… He is the Master of wisdom! And if one asks me, the gospel is enough! No need for the other books in the bible! Jesus is my King!
How was it possible to create the vatican? I listened to this guy. My opinion, good infos!
For example
13 - The Council of Nicaea - Jim L. Papandrea, Ph.D.
https://youtu.be/dR3e5jssD0w
(listened to almost all of his lessions)
Then
The Divine Pymander Of Hermes Mercurius Trismegistus - Full Audiobook - Definitive Reference w/ Text
https://youtu.be/a7afy9fnVnc
Shitty long text and I will wait for the dancing lady! But if I could give you something, that could help you, in any way, to fight some sort of struggle, I am glad!
(I m putting this out, right now, because yesterday, something happened, again… That brought more peace into my life and I realized, again, in a very big way, that there is the chain of command, I unconditionally trust! God´s Chain of Command!)