You have a choice, go through a slow evolution In higher dimensions where life is easy AF.
Or CHOOSE to come to a place like this where your memory is wiped and learn hard hard lessons that advance your polarization to the light by leaps and bounds.
There are huge risks of actually going negative (dark) and then losing polarization and huge risks of not learning lessons and not making headway for your souls evolution.
But if you succeed…. and you polarize in the service of others your rewards will be enormous.