SSRIs are Genius (connection with God / creator / creating) killers. Only once I got off of my meds did I realize how much they numbed and dumbed me down. I end up suicidal on them and do and say the dumbest shit that I otherwise wouldn't. I thought my panic attacks and anxiety was detrimental but I realize now it's almost like a 6th sense that protects me from danger.
I wouldn't be surprised if some people on SSRIs would harm others because many harm themselves while using them.
Being disciplined in general and properly spiritually equipped is what you need. Natural supplements/herbs, or even better, fresh pure water and food is most ideal. The self-sacrifice to win this is grand but what else are you doing with your life? I don't see myself being anywhere but here giving it my all.
Fun to think about but how many times have we come to this timeline in order to win it but failed? I believe it is a pivotal timeline to win in order to move all the other ones forward. Timeline warrior shit.