Please fill my spirit with love. Please stop my paranoia until proven right, until proof is in hand. Please give me the strength to see love in everything. Give me the strength not to give in and open my mouth when I should be trusting. Angels if you're there and have influence, please stand by me in this darkest hour of my life. Help me be the person I was meant to be. Help me angels, that's a please and an order. Very very very stressed, to the point of why am I being punished.