We were trained to see through the bullshit, the false flags, the pointless wars, the fucked up economy, but what can I as an individual do with this? I honestly have lost the will to live simply because I don't know what I'm offering to society, and It becomes even more confusing when you realize the current iteration of society is fucked up and satanic. I'll admit that I was a part of the few that believed that this war might end as soon as it started, but as we all know by now that's not the case. I don't want to live, I don't know what I'm living for. I don't know where to get help.
It's been years. I've spent plenty of time off from this site but I still don't know what to do.
I hate this world and what it's become. God please help.me feel again.