^^
Again,
-check all sources
-check what rings true
-empty your pre-learned conditioning (ESPECIALLY religious and emotionally-charged ones)
-find your own big picture, not exclusively someone else's digest
You have CE-5, you have proofs, you have meditation… there are no limits. You can learn a lot.
Good luck "channeling" open peaceful ET contact
I'd point you to YT but it's no use these days ("drone! satellite! cgi!…")