I've wanted to quit so many times. I'm a vet who disenrolled from college and let my gi bill expire to keep fighting. This came at the cost of continuing my factory job which has complicated service connected injuries and caused future financial uncertainty. My family and life has suffered because of my involvement here and elsewhere. I have accepted my own death, and unfortunately at times welcomed meeting my maker. The thought and paranoia of being hunted by these assholes for years and disregarding it because "at this point what difference does it make?" They'll have to come kill me and I'm prepared to fight back until my last breath. But please just leave me and my family alone. Peace is prize enough.