The only people that mock the Divine are the ones who have never experienced anything Divine.
Read my earlier post: "I also then, in an instant, understood, the Fear of the Lord".
You obviously haven't applied yourself beyond the point true faith. You see knowledge comes from having your faith completed, the rest are dead works that never come to fruition. If you want to become a God here is the simple steps taught by all the prophets before me; learn self sacrifice and have faith. You have faith that there is something greater than yourself and hold that position until it becomes true because you made it true. What you feed will surely live and what you poison will surely die.