I am nobody to (you) because I am just rotting away here waiting for a better feeling on a better day, it's hopeful in my fantasy but I can't even accept your ideas without focus stupid idiots think this is other than a medical condition!!!

MAYBE I AM GETTING TO A POINT I JUST DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND ALL THIS

I CANNOT DO ANYTHING AT HOME NOW, STOP SUGGESTING WHAT I SHOULD DO BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T USE IT HERE!!! HOW FUCKING HARD IS THAT TO UNDERSTAND???