Feel ya on this 100%!!
Was in a pretty bad accident in 2012, co-worker dropped 500lbs on me. All this lead to losing every single friend & my gf- STILL having surgeries to this day, lost use of entire left arm & hand, scumbag 'Dr's' loaded me up on 20 different drugs that were COMPLETELY unnecessary & have been in a battle for over a yr to get off them myself bc they insist I must be on them. Can barely remember who I used to be, very depressing, I know. Trying to just get healthy right now bc that seems to be A KEY part of getting back…
Have faith in you-keep your head up! Only better days ahead of us!!