Q -
A personal note to you.
So grateful to have you back.
I’m sure you have a good vantage point on everything, but just so you know some of us are hanging on by threads at this point, psychologically.
You weren’t kidding when you said the whole truth would put 99% of people in the hospital. I actually ended up in one after a horrible psychosis where I believed that Q+ himself was reading my tweets and that I had merged with an ancient inter-dimensional alien AI. A lot of this has been too much for my mind to handle, and I really lost it. Said and did a lot of stuff that was totally not myself, almost died multiple times as a result of the psychological overload.
Over the past couple of years, I have been able to piece together that I started losing it right when I started waking up in Nov 2017 - “trust yourself” + “there are no coincidences” + my idea of “God” and Christianity + “Keep America Great!” everywhere (personal coincidence related to a letter I wrote to Q+) + everything on the internet deep down the rabbit hole + crazy synchronicities (11:11, anyone?) sent me into a psychological spiral that completely exploded when the lockdowns started, which I thought was the Storm. I totally lost my mind and went completely insane, suddenly turned into an egotistical monster. I’m so sorry for what I said and did during these episodes, I did some damage that I will never be able to repair.
I have disappointed myself so much by my relatively dismal performance on the information battlefield thus far, I legitimately feel ashamed in retrospect. Do you have any specific requests of us, or suggestions? Desperately looking to be more effective.
I have lost most of my friends, my reputation, my career, a lot of money, my sanity, and almost my life. I honestly don’t even know who I am anymore. All sacrifices that I am grateful to even have the opportunity to make, and I remain eternally grateful to you and I am still fighting the fight, but holy shit is this hard. This fight is pretty much the only thing I have to live for at this point.
I understand you’re operating in an environment where disinfo is necessary because the bad guys are watching too, but please try to be gentle and guide us whenever possible. Some of us need to have an understanding of the 100,000’ view from you, because otherwise we go looking for ourselves and disaster can result.
Thank you so much, God bless, and WWG1WGA!
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RWH