It’s interesting to me that a lot of us here seem to end up (separately and independently, at least in my own case) pursuing the same sort of spiritual truths also. Maybe it is related , don’t know what got me so interested in reading about similar things over the last year, two years. One book I’ve found particularly insightful is the new revelation of the lord Jesus Christ , by peter d something or rather. Not sure how I ended up there. Sometimes I think I’m actually going crazy. My girlfriend definitely thinks I am. I just wish I had more discipline to focus on the things that I know are actually important.