It seems like that's pretty close.

Too evil to be holy, too holy to be evil, a normal man, on the verge of divorce, rises like a phoenix from his impending death to save the awakened? Sounds too much like a typical Amazon Series of late. What the hell am I supposed to do you morons?

Take the mental and emotional pummeling of my life or die? Why am I still even here in pain waiting while the world explodes around me? Seriously, these messages go unanswered or ignored, or in some cases just up and blocked from posting. Now that I know what my future looks like, is it even worth the struggle? Is it worth the pain I've been in for 8 fucking years? It's like talking to a wall and hoping it answers you. Either way you slice it, my life is not good from here on out, so do you still need me around for anything or can I leave now? May I be excused? My plate is empty, my cup is drunk, and there is nothing left for me on the table anymore. Why me, why the pain and suffering? Mentally I'm shot, and these rants I post here aren't being acknowledged. I've no idea, no clue, and no future. How's that for being fubar Why did I believe in myself? Must have all be one giant misunderstanding.