How many surround me at any given time? Are they there to help me through the pain? How do I call upon their help when needed?
Doing this 23 years ago vs. today, I'll take a younger version of me to get through this. This old version just doesn't have the patience or care about having the patience to work it out anymore. This isn't what I envisioned my life to be.
guidance and support is what I need from all of you. If you think I'm really smart and emotionally grounded think again. I'm an old stick of dynamite, one that doesn't like rough handling.
Help me help you save this planet.