crushed from the inside out. Is any news yet? anything at all to look forward to in the next 45days? you maybe have an idea how bad this hurts, it really really hurts to the core of me, everything is here, the marks the feelings the pain, but nothing is happening except my heart being smashed into tiny bits, so any news? News please, i'm a fucking mushroom, kept in the dark and fed bullshit. When's the next ticket to the moon? that's where it gets interesting. please help. lelu Dallas multipass my ass outta here, it's time to leave. I've done my job of raising kids, now I need love.