Will I ever heal? Am I losing the leg? Why the nonstop barrage of bullshit? God hates me the most, will he ever stop? Is watching me suffer giving someone the jollys?

It's time to get off of this cycle of gloom and doom, it's time for the ride to end, it's no longer enjoyable. Everything I had built is crumbling down. At this point, just to shut me up, I'd send me a tidbit of information. Stop the ride or tell me when it will stop.