post number 444
Anons I am personally in this state as described. I have no paying job but I have been given control of over a million dollars. I also have plenty of money coming to me and my personal needs. It is enough for me to live comfortable in a lovely place and the more I trust and spend for things I want and need the more money comes to me to spend on me.
As the Bible tells us I Pray without ceasing. I talk with and listen to God's still quiet voice all day and when I wake up..
The stress that has been put upon me over the past year has been outrages. I often need to "recalibrate" my trust, let go of my attempt to control circumstances. I turn back to trusting fully in God and He never ceases to amaze me with how He changes a high stress day into a wonderful surprise day for me.
People disappoint often and I need to let that go. We are all flawed and if that person has not the faith in God I Wish they had, their reactions are critical, uncaring, even thieving, but I still love of them and pray God does not make their lives miserable for doing bad things.
I do not even want to wish bad on anyone. It would come back to me in a bad way as if I had wished bad on myself..
I am constantly given opportunity to practice love and acceptance of those around me. If you wish for patience He will give you opportunity to be more patient, ie: incredibly hard situations that will make you want to blow your top off. Stay calm and let God show you what He can do for you.
I pray for you all to feel the same as me everyday.
Blessings in these crazy days. You are not alone, God is with you, let him in to make you paths straight.
Yeah, I know I said so much.
>Why did the hire 200 Janitors?
>10302006 >> Were wewitnesses to 911?
>Were we seeing they were under water and by sea?
>Wait he tanks and the trains deliveing with panes?
>Was thair giant RE al Estate /deals like FT Seilicomme that lead to the uncovining of ML and Ht on Join Bases arong the world…
>Did we just know too much?
>About their mess and huckleberry jam too!
Hilarity was on a phone interview and said she was made in a garage in Washington (Seattle?) She may have been cloned or conceived, right.