THIS IS THE PROBLEM I HAVE, I CANNOT EXPLAIN MYSELF WELL, I CANNOT FOCUS ON ANYTHING AT HOME, THEREFOR I NEED TO MOVE, HOWEVER MOVING IS SO MUCH WORK I WILL NOT SUCCEED FAST ENOUGH TO MAKE IT WORD EVEN THE EFFORT FOR I WILL BE VERY BADLY EFFECTED DUE TO MY PREVIOUS INJURIES WHICH JUST MAKE MY CONDITION PLAY UP. OF COURSE I AM TIRED OF IT TOO, THAT 'S WHY I COME HERE TO ASK FOR HELP, BUT THEY ONLY WANT ME IN PAIN!!!