Anons - idk if I’m going to heaven.

I’ve sinned, a lot.

I’ve apologized (repented) for it, but idk…

I also struggle with faith.

To me it’s just really hard to believe in an afterlife.

Logically, it would make more sense if we just died.

You know how we don’t remember anything before we’re born?

What if death is like that?

If it is, why not really enjoy life to the fullest?

Idk…I’m sorry for rambling.

I’m just really questioning a lot of things right now.

My faith is really being put to the test lately.

It’s like the DOJ/FBI.

When looking at them clearly and logically, yeah, they are corrupt institutions, protecting unspeakable crimes committed by those in power.

But there’s still a liiiiittle part of me that like, what if they’re running a gigantic sting operation?

What if, for example, Hussein HAS already been indicted?

Aren’t there instances where the MIL can take over, like when the agencies responsible for investigating and prosecuting crimes is corrupt?

Again, I’m sorry.

I know I’m all over the place tonight.

I don’t even know if I have a point.

It’s just sometimes everything seems so rock solid and clear, and other times I know no idea wtf is going on.

Really, really challenging times.

That’s all I know.