Imagine being unloved by your parents and then being just a paycheck to the nanny that took care of you. You didn't mean anything more than a paystub. Do you honestly think she would've cared about you if she wasn't getting paid to? That's all everything in your life is, people being paid enough to listen to you. No genuine love or affection, how does that feel? You're just a paycheck to everyone. Worthless without your money.