I'm pretty depressed right now and no one to talk to but this board. No one wants to talk to me…family…friends…they just think it's a burden. I am really hurting right now, and no one is listening!
My brother is back from Arizona, and I haven't seen him for many months, yet maybe when I finally see him, it will be like for an hour or so. Same thing with my other brother from Hawaii. The last time he came back, we maybe spent a total of an hour and he spent a lot of that time with an old friend from high school. I was all alone!
I am all alone right now! And I hate this feeling!
Family and friends want nothing to do with this…I am so depressed because I realize this!
Who wants to be with or deal with someone that is depressed? I know I wouldn't!
I don't have a gun (probably a good thing) so I am thinking a belt around the bathroom door?
I don't know.
That's what's really going through my head right now, and I just need to let somebody know, even if it's Anons!