>>1674515 (last loaf)
Anon…you can change that if you want. It won't happen in a day, week, or even a month. Find peace in the world and peace will find you.
We are not victims per se. I want to bitch slap you for being down on yourself. You are far from being the only person being alone in this life. Go volunteer at a homeless shelter for a spell. There are good people there. Everyone of them is alone in this life otherwise they wouldn't be there. There is hope.
Get some exercise and start taking vitamins too.