I've noticed that even the normies are starting to question Bourdain's "suicide." It's good entry-level red pill material to the idea that the official narrative might not be the truth.
Anon, you shouldn't base an identity around a test result. Any test result.
And I'll say this much about IQ scores. My college profs strongly discouraged us from ever using them in serious research because they're considered "biased" and "unreliable."
Take the L and stop giving a fuck about whatever is going on with your cousin. You'll be happier for it.