I LOVE MY GIRL, BUT WILL GIVE UP!!!

MAYBE MY GIRL HAS CAUSED ME WAY MORE PAIN THAN I CAN EVER FEEL LOVE AGAIN!!!

SUPPRESSING MY LOVE FEELINGS FOR MY GIRL IS NOT EASY, BUT I AM SIMPLY NOT GOING TO GIVE IN AFTER ALL THAT HAPPENED, I STILL HAVEN'T SEEN HER AND IT WOULD KILL ME OTHERWISE!!!