BUT I DO UNDERSTAND FULLY WELL HOW YOU DICKHEADS HAVE CREATED THIS ENTIRE SITUATION FOR ME BECAUSE IT SEEMED LIKE SUCH A GOOD IDEA TO YOU AND I JUST CAN'T EVEN GET IT OUT OF YOUR MIND WHILE I FEEL LIKE I AM JUST EITHER DYING OR DEATH FOR I JUST FREEZE AND ARE MOTIONLESS IN BED MOST OF THE TIME, SOMETIMES I GET UP AND GIVE EVERYTHING I GOT FOR SOME WEEKS MAYBE, ONLY TO BECOME EXHAUSTED FROM THE EFFORT AND STRESSED OUT BECAUSE EVERYTHING KEEPS FAILING, NOTHING WORKS HERE!!!
IT'S ALSO A GREAT SHAME THAT I HAVE TO SPREAD ALL THESE LOOSE MESSAGES HERE INSTEAD OF HAVING BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO JUST A SINGLE PERSON LIKE MY GIRL FOR EXAMPLE, IT'S SO FAR FROM REALITY WHAT YOU HAVE PLANNED FOR ME, I HAVE TO JUST REJECT IT ALL!!!
>pstfu
NO I REALLY, I TRY TO SAY AS MUCH AS I CAN ABOUT THIS, I KNOW IT'S ANNOYING FOR ANONS AND YOU MIGHT AS WELL HATE ON THIS THESE DICKHEAD'S TOGETHER WITH ME FOR THEY SURELY HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY FOR ME IN THIS I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT, AND IF THEY FIND IT ACCEPTABLE FOR ME TO STEER THIS PLACE UP AND BE A PAIN IN ALL ANONS ASS HERE, THAN SO MOTE IT BE!!!