DICKHEADS I DO HAVE A CONDITION THAT MAKES IT VERY DIFFICULT TO MOVE FORWARD, IT'S REALLY UP TO WHAT YOUR GOING TO DO TO ASSIST ME OVER HERE IN REAL LIFE, FOR IF YOU DON'T I WILL BE WAITING UNDER DESTRUCTIVE CIRCUMSTANCES FOR MY GIRL AND WON'T BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT SURVIVE THE NEXT DAY!!!

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO MOVE FOR FIVE FUCKING WEEKS AND I GOT NOWHERE YET, ULTIMATELY MY CONDITION IS JUST THE DAMN WORSE THING IN MY LIFE AND AS LONG AS NOBODY BELIEVES ME AND I REMAIN IN THIS TERRIBLE SITUATION I AM JUST GETTING WASTED EVERYDAY A LITTLE MORE BECAUSE UNLIKE MOST OF MY PREVIOUS LIFETIME I WAS ABLE TO MOVE FORWARD EVERY DAY AND HERE I JUST CAN'T, HOW HARD IS THAT TO EXPLAIN???