THEY THINK I CAN JUST PRAY MY WAY OUT OF HERE AND TURN TO GOD, BUT THE ANNOYANCES AND TROUBLES THAT I HAVE HERE IN MY VERY OWN HOME ARE MAN MADE MACHINES AND ULTIMATELY PEOPLE WHOM OPERATE THEM AND YOUR GOD IS NOT GOING TO DO A DAMN THING ABOUT THAT, AND NEITHER IS HE GOING TO GIVE ME ANY INSIGHTS FOR I AM COMPLETELY DISTRACTED FROM BEING ABLE TO RELAX AND THINK CLEARLY!!!
>What condition would that be?
MAINLY A DAMAGES MUSCLE/NERVE WHICH HAS ALWAYS BEEN OVERLOOKED AND NEVER DIAGNOSED, I HAVE FOUND OUT MYSELF AFTER LONG OBSERVATION OF WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME, AND IT HAS FAR GOING CONSEQUENCES IN TERMS OF EFFECTS ON THE REST OF MY NERVE SYSTEM, IS VERY DISTRACTING SO I CAN'T FOCUS BECAUSE I AM COMPLETELY RESTLESS MOST OF THE TIME, BUT THAT IS MOSTLY DUE TO THE OUTSIDE INFLUENCES BY HEAVY MACHINERY!!!