If you didn't actually DO all that 20 years ago, you are already dead.
Now is not the time to start on massive lifestyle changes. Which requires many more years to actually accomplish than your lovely little paragraph of dreams suggest.
Don't believe you. Because I know what the elements of your dream paragraph actually entail.
Doing something and doing it properly are different things.
Reality is a hard row to hoe in your dream gardens…
Red Dawn Wolverines gonna wipe these faggots out!