I DON'T WANT ANONS TO CARE FOR ME NECESSARILY!!! THERE ARE SIMPLE A FEW DICKHEAD'S WHO COULD MAKE A FEW CHESS MOVES SO THE SAY TO SET SOMETHING IN MOTION, MY ENTIRE LIFE'S STORY IS WRITTEN THIS WAY, ONLY I NEVER KNEW THE SCRIPT BUT NOW I CAN LOOK BACK AND SEE EVERYTHING FOR WHAT IT IS!!! I JUST NEED ASSISTANCE TO MOVE AWAY FROM HERE, TO SOLVE A MUCH LARGER PROBLEM!!!