I'm praying for (you) Anon. The pain means you have something in your heart, a desire given to you by God, and you are in doubt. Doubting something u want from your heart, ALWAYS feels bad. Think of what you want, family back, etc .. and if you have faith, you will feel the pain start to soothe away. You can navigate your thoughts in a way that brings you relief in your heart and then stay on that route. God will answer your prayer, just don't look with your eyes for it yet, navigate by how the thoughts you have feel and stay on the path that brings you relief. That is true, unconditional love and you maintain your connection to God, your only true source of power and joy, no matter what the conditions around you look like with your eyes. God has to answer ANY prayer if you have faith, but faith requires you to shut your eyes and walk by how faith feels versus seeing it first. You will find peace that surpasses all understanding with nothing around you needing to change. Scotty will beam u up. U got this. God loves u.
Here's the rest of the verses that go with that. Think the good thoughts and you will see how everything turns around. The HOW is not for us to know. The HOW it will turn around doesn't need to make sense. Our duty is to have faith because it soothes your heart and then life feels better, plus all of your prayers then get answered, but that part is extra once u feel better on your own. You matter. Others do not determine your worth or value. God loves you, fren.
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No homo.