In all honesty, thank you guys and gals for taking great care of me over the years. Things have changed for me and are changing rapidly. The pain is getting too hard to handle, because there is no drug that can dull the impact. This sucks but thanks.

Here we go, if I can still post by this time tomorrow, it means another day with me. Are you sure you still need me? If you don't please relieve me of my duty as 'that dude that is going to do something when poked'.

Going through what I'm going through, there are no words to describe how horrible I feel mental and chakra wise. Help an old guy out, I need a friend that knows who I am. Who can discuss my future and the future of humanity?