and then we had sex camping and she was a virgin and it was sensual and special and she was in control and I loved her and she had been through so much and we were both very fertile and I pulled out and it wasn't very long at all and her mum took her to get our twin boys aborted because she was too young and had a bright future and she almost died and I got kicked out because she kissed a guy in a club and I got angry then locked myself in a room and taped her and then the cops came who knew her dad and I got punched in the face by someone else that loved her because she said it was rape but admitted later with a friend she was young and sorry for lying and left him after she heard and now it ruined other stuff and I'm going to die early after much pain and I can't trust humanity.

I had to go to dinner with my new girlfriend sometime later with a massive swollen black eye and people were looking at me and it sowed a seed for when my new girl and I fought, and she was trouble.

and mum always said I had dads blood and she said he was mean to her and then I learned about mk only recently. Most have been mean to me, but I get in trouble when I bite back.

I struggle to find one time I started a conflict, but I always end up holding the bag. It's true. Maybe I'm a mirror that is easy to blame because my defence is so profound and I am hysterical at the injustice.