Unhinged..
Where did this come from?
Anthony Bourdain remembered for being open about his struggles
ANTHONY Bourdainās heartbroken ex-girlfriend has shared some powerful words on his battle with depression and mental illness.
ā¦In an interview withThe Guardian in 2013, Bourdain admitted he took drugs as early as he could.
āI deeply resented the relative stability at my house. I started taking drugs as soon as I encountered them,ā the chef said.
It was Bourdainās sudden death that has many of his fans reflecting on his earlier years ā something the celebrity chef did himself when he visited Massachusetts in 2014 and explored the heroin epidemic in an episode of his show Parts Unknown.
While working in Provincetown, Massachusetts, in the 1980s, Bourdain developed an addiction to heroin, or a ātaste for chemicalsā, as he called it.
At the end of the episode, Bourdain sat in a room with other recovering heroin addicts and spoke to them about how he got past it.
āI looked in a mirror and I saw somebody worth saving, or that I wanted to at least try real hard and save,ā he said.
āI look back on that, and I think about what Iāll tell my daughter. You know, that was daddy, aināt no doubt about it. But I hope that Iāll be able to say that was daddy then, this is daddy now ā that Iām alive, and living, and hope.ā
In an interview with Biography.com in 2016, Bourdain spoke about quitting heroin in the 1980s and whether or not he had a ācharmedā life.
āI donāt know about ācharmedā. But Iām still here ā on my third life, or maybe fourth. Who knows? I shouldāve died in my 20s. I became successful in my 40s. I became a dad in my 50s. I feel like Iāve stolen a car ā a really nice car ā and I keep looking in the rear-view mirror for flashing lights. But thereās been nothing yet,ā he said.
In a series of tweets after his death, Bourdainās ex-girlfriend Paula Froelich called depression a āsneaky little, sticky bitchā.
āHereās the thing about depression: itās a sneaky little, sticky Bitch. You can be rich as hell, totally successful but still lonely AF (as f**k) and the āyouāre nothing but a fraudā voice only goes away when the ambien takes effect,ā she wrote.
Before his death, Bourdain was also supporting his girlfriend Asia Argento after she told The New Yorker she had been raped by Harvey Weinstein.
Tweeting her article in October last year, Bourdain addressed his girlfriend and her allegations at the once-powerful Hollywood producer.
āI am proud and honoured to know you. You just did the hardest thing in the world,ā he wrote.
IāLL DIE IN THE SADDLEā
Bourdainās apparent suicide comes just days after designer Kate Spade, who built a fashion empire on her signature handbags, took her own life in her New York apartment.
Both Spade and Bourdain were vocal about their struggles with depression.
Just four months before the beloved chef died in his hotel room, he eerily spoke about death in an interview with People magazine.
āIām going to pretty much die in the saddle,ā he told the magazine in February while filming his show Parts Unknown.
Bourdain said he spent about 250 days a year on the road ā but wasnāt planning on retiring from his globetrotting life any time soon.
āI gave up on that. Iāve tried. I just think Iām just too nervous, neurotic, driven,ā he said.
āI would have had a different answer a few years ago. I might have deluded myself into thinking that Iād be happy in a hammock or gardening. But no, Iām quite sure I canāt.ā
The beloved TV personality also spoke about the birth of Ariane and how sheād given him āsome responsibility to at least try to liveā.
āThere have been times, honestly, in my life that I figured, Iāve had a good run ā why not just do this stupid thing, this selfish thing ā¦ jump off a cliff into water of indeterminate depth,ā he said.
But he also described himself to People as being āhappy in ways that I have not been in memoryā and āhappy in ways I didnāt think I ever would be, for sureā.
Full article: https://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/food/anthony-bourdain-remembered-for-being-open-about-his-struggles/news-story/48df9b7c51bcf0c3e70a91a0b00bc4a6
Worst thing I ever did on Twatter was comment on one of his "drawings"ā¦.wasn't a bad comment, but HOLY HELLā¦.
I was tormented for days, non-stop nasty vile horrible things said to me and the DM's.
That was my first taste of the libtard hate, and I learned my lessonā¦..
Used to love Jim Carreyā¦.but like so many of "them", he has become a complete loser in my eyesā¦.fuck him.