Worst guitarist ever for the Keks! If that thing was tuned up that would have sounded way better but is it's pretty bad ass!

I would say question your beliefs. However, over 90% of what you believe did not originate from within you. It was taught to you. It was placed in your mind by outside influencers as you developed from childhood. Particularly cultural customs, religion, and the education(indoctrination) system.