I ALSO FOUND OUT ABOUT YOUR MOVIE SCRIPT THAT GOT ME INTO THIS HORRIBLE TYPE OF 'HOUSING' WHERE I JUST CANNOT LIVE AND SUSTAIN MYSELF AND I HAVE NOW SEEN CLEARLY HOW YOU ACTUALLY PROMOTED THIS IDEA FOR A LONG TIME AND FINALLY YOU WERE ABLE TO SET ME UP IN HOME LIKE THESE FOR FIVE YEARS AND INSTEAD OF IT WORKING FOR YOUR PLAN, IT HAS DEVASTATED AND DESTROYED ME OVER HERE, AND THE REALIZATION THAT THIS HAS BEEN DONE BY THE SMARTEST MAKES THIS THE MOST STUPID PLAN EVER!!!

I KEEP TELLING MYSELF REPETITIVELY HOW 'THERE IS JUST NOWHERE TO GO WITH ME FOR YOU NOW' AND YOU SHOULD END THIS IMMEDIATELY FOR ME BECAUSE IN THE END THE ONLY ONE I LIKE TO SEE IS THIS GIRL OF MINE THAT I HAVE BEEN MISSING FOR 30 YEARS AND I ONLY LOVE HER AND NOT MY FAMILY!!!